Marriage? Relationship status? Facebook?

Gosh! It seems like lately everyone has been getting married & having babies left & right! Every where I look: babies, pregnancy, engagements, "in a relationship" status change, (They say its not offical til you see it on facebook!) marriages, etc...

And then there's Raven. The new mommy with the crazy relationship & internal emotions that are constantly on the rocks jumping from 1 lily pad to another & barely missing the the deep depths of the unknown. (I like metaphors. Alot)

 I dont know what's up with me. People always ask "Are you & Tyler gonna get married??" How am I supposed to know? I just had a baby, so that's about 80% of my income; I have bills to pay; going to school; when would I have time to get married? Let alone think about it.  

Just because people have kids together doesnt mean they were meant for each other, let alone mean there is a shot-gun wedding comin' around the corner. 

Who knows! Maybe I'll never get married. Maybe I will. Maybe I'll turn lesbian! No.... scratch that last one... (No offense to my LGBT brothers & sisters)

I just dont think I'd be ready for that type of commitment at the current moment. Plus, I'm more on the independent side of life. I dont like depending on people for things. That's why I got a job IMMEDIATELY after I turned 16, and have been working ever since.

I just want to make sure that I'm doing things right first with me & the most important person in my life (Miaphoukeokhaiphanliane) before I just throw myself into something so big. Besides! If my little stinker-binker doesn't approve, you gone!

until then, I'll leave you with this...

Moi!

I just decided to write a blog about ME!! =D

• I'm 18 years old and have a beautiful daughter.
• I love watching The View
• I soon hope to get my Doctorate's Degree in Obstetrics/Gynecology (for those whod don't know, that's delivering babies)
• I am extremely afraid to strike up a conversation to strangers and I need to get over it. 
• I love dancing. I still want to try out for So You Think You Can Dance. I think I can go far...
• Dance technique comes very easy to me. 
• I like taking pictures of everything. I'd take a picture of a toe if I found it interesting.
• If I don't get into medical school, then I'm going to be a psychologist. Possibly a child psychologist... not sure yet... I just don't want to be dealing with too crazy of people
• I'm only 5 foot 1/2 inch and both of my sisters are atleast 5 foot 7 inches. I'm not sure what happened with me.
• I never have high waters because my legs are so short! =D
• I don't know how to cook, but I'm learning... slowly...
• I would love to travel the world one day.
• I'm allergic to milk & avacados. (no guacamole for me!)
• I LOVE phở. (A vietnamese beef noodle soup that is bombin'!) It is my favorite food now. Tyler's mom makes some bomb phở & I am soon to try Thanh's mom's....
• Sometimes I imaging being a model, but then realize that I'm tiny...
• I can't pass by a mirror without looking at myself. And anything that resembles a mirror or produces a reflection, I'm jockin' it!
• I think I'm addicted to Facebook, but who isn't?? Besides those Myspace people still. <__<>
• I know how to do my own french manicure & add designs too! Yay for not wasting $20 to get my nails done!
• I would like to be a nail technician part time while in school. It's some good money yo!
• I got my 4 wisdom teeth pulled like... 3-4 years ago & I was still awake. Just numb. And I hated them for not putting me to sleep. 
• I had a natural birth. The doctors were amazed that I didn't have her in the car because I was already 9cm dialated when I got in the room. 
• I had to get so many stitches after I had Mia that the doctor lost count & that took longer than the actual birth. (I like to say that I got a vagi-makeover)
• I don't think I'll ever be able to wear a bikini again... sadly... I have a hurricane of stretch marks. Tyler says its Hurrican Katrina -____-
  
  Well, that's all for now.  I hope you enjoyed it!