What a good song...
But anyway. About the songm the lyrics and most of all, our emotions. Yes.
We all have them.
Some express them more than others.
All I know is that I usually keep mine inside.
Which i know isn't good for you but I don't like to do so because it makes me feel like
im vulnerable and can be taken advantage of because someone might think I am weak.
(long explanation)
But yes.... I guess I'll let some out now... Keyword: SOME
I have a problem with showing excitement. I don't know how to show that I am appreciative either. So I just smile.
Is that weird? I just never know how to show this without looking fake or sarcastic...
Happiness is always nice. Sure it chooses to come around occasionally... more like whenever it feels like saying "HEY!"
lol. But still. Many things make me happy and I appreciate those moments because who knows when they'll be back.
I don't live the most peachy life or lifestyle and its the little things that make me smile and happy that I'm able to
experience them.
Anger, anger,anger. We are too closee of friends. I try not to show it but I'm angry like.... multiple times a day. Many times a week. Thousands of times a year. I just try not to show it because I don't want a bunch of people on my case like they actually
care about my problem... Unless you really do. Then just ask! But I'm not sure if many ppl will ask because I never really tell or show when I'm really angry. Maybe you can read the signals.....
Yes... I used angry Arthur. =P
But mostly I have been disappointed lately. Very. Disappointed in myself, in aquaintances, in loved ones, in friends...
It seems like I expect too much out of myself and I let myself down. Then I put too much trust in people I guess, and then
they just end up letting me down. Especially lately/recently. I was lifted up SO high! And then pushed off the moon to free fall
back to Earth... And the fall, it didn't take that long for me to hit solid ground & shatter. Shattered.
Kinda hurts sometimes, but I'll never show it. Or say anything. I just pick up my pieces , put them back together the best that I can without help
& keep going like nothing happened.Even though it tears me up inside...Sure, everytime I fall, the pieces are not going to be perfectly put back together.
Some pieces are missing little bits. Some are rough around the edges. And I guess eventually, I'll have so many
missing pieces that I won't be able to put myself back together like before... maybe...
<---That was me. falling...minus the "white girlness"
Well, I guess that's all I have for now...
How have emotions gotten in the way with you? How do you cope with and express these feelings?
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